Because the truth is I adore you so much I can feel my insides shake when someone mutters your name.
Because it’s easier to pretend I dont care rather then admitting the truth.
Because every second I picture being with you is another second I explain to myself that I am not good enough to be adored by you too.
Because I have not earned the right to lose myself in you.
And you have not earned the right to tear down my emotional walls leaning me bare.
Because the idea of being bare in front of you is far worse then any heartbreak.